Currently Watching Pokemon - I Choose You! Pikachu! (Vol. 1) see related

who wants to marry a greaser? that's right, me. i would settle for jesse james, but i think his wife could probably take me.

if i could wear lipstick, i would. but i like my lip jewelry better.

in my heart i'm as scene as the rest of them. i wish i could put it on the outside.

i rescued FIVE pacifiers from under the couch. how am i supposed to break him of these infernal things??!!!

i liked pokemon before it was cool. i still do. and yes, i am watching this video. it was a birthday gift for my 16th.

'as you wish' means 'i love you'.

does anyone know any Lucky13LuckyYou xangas? because that's the name i'm thinking about. or a variation thereof.

Currently Watching Blue's Clues - Magenta Comes Over see related

who would hate me if i signed up for a different xanga name? alex, could i get this same awesome pirate action on another one? i mean, it's just copy/paste action eh? it's just, this GimmeaBassGuy...very high school...and while in truth i identify with bassists more than say, drummers, i am thinking it's a cheesy stupid name i don't like.

i had a wicked crazy dream last night that i just can't even begin to explain here, but, i think i've caught the meaning of it. of how worthless my pursuit of earthly love is; that only the love of my Father and Saviour will suffice. there were some really random happenings and i'm not sure why everyone that was in the dream was there (my dad was teaching high school?!) but i don't think that's as important as getting the meaning out of dreams. now, i do think that God speaks through people in dreams, and while mine are anything but prophetic, they do usually give me a deeper understanding and insight into my life, my actions, and my relationship with Christ. let me give you a couple examples, because i think this is really cool. 1. the dream:  my best guy friend and i were running away from these zombies. he grabbed my hand and tried to pull me along, but he was only making me trip. the moral of the story: i had been going through a very dependant time in my life where i felt i needed a man to sustain my basic emotional functions. God showed me that men will let me down, but when i stand strong in Him, nothing can get me. 2. the situation: my friends and i wanted this apartment. another couple friends of our wanted the same apartment and didn't know that we did. the landlady gave it to us, then them. they had a decision, to keep it, or give it to us. while talking to a roommate to be, i said, 'boy, if there's anything that's going to get me smoking, it'll be not getting this place'. the dream: i was a chain smoker like you guys don't know. and i was really bad at it too, a lot of coughing, hacking, but smoking, the next day michelle called us to let us know they were keeping it. God was trying to break it to me, to never give me false hope...i'd ignored the signs while it was awake, wanting this place so badly. i guess i write all this to say that God WILL get His point across, and you'll be so blessed if you learn from everything, even your dreams.

Currently Watching Atlantis - The Lost Empire By Michael J. Fox, Jim Varney see related

figured i better put something short and sweet on here. my living room is a mess. well, not mine...but you know what i mean. there are videos/video boxes EVERYWHERE. at that's just from this morning. last night mike decided to let me know that after ignoring his sick son for a week, he was going to MI to be with his gf and 'be happy'. never in my life have i wanted to hit him so hard. it's just like when we were married...no wonder we're split up. well saints, since it's MY xanga and i can be as selfish as i want to be, i'll ask  you all to be praying for andrew's future stepdad. i don't know who he is, but i know it takes a lot to love another man's child. and i know that andrew and i deserve a good christian leader as head of our household. he at least needs a father figure, and he's not going to get that with mike living in michigan with his girlfriend. i don't think he's a very good role model. but also pray for mike, that a love for his son would blossom and that God would work in his heart to bring him to salvation. that is all. you may now resume your normal broadcast xanga action. *beeeeeeeep*

an amendment: after taking out my tapers to take a shower and then putting them back in and they won't go through all the way and it takes about 20 minutes to restretch them, i feel like i've accomplished something.

and for the record, making waffles in the waffle iron for lunch makes me a cool mum.